Darren Page

Darren Lee Page
aged 24 years
lived in corby. My little brother gone but never forgotten. well it only feels like yesterday since
u had to go away to join the angels in heaven and be with mum ..together at last
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people often say My heart has been broken since the day you went away ♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥
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Darren u always said from a very young age u wouldnt grow to be an old man lol somehow u always knew
.like u,d been to heaven before and met god him self .you so often talked about things and what it
was like and what you could do and things that didnt happen in heaven. even though deep down maybe u
knew .it still leaves a big void in my life and heart . i miss u every day that passes and the tears
will never dry .well heres how i recall u and ur last few days love ya always darren ..god takes the
good people for his angels but takes them too young .something i,ll never understand.....
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Darren sadly passed away in 30th January 2005 at Leicester general hospital only a few months after
receiving a kidney transplant. Darren lived at home with our dad keith and younger sister Jessica
and older sister Nicci (myself)and my partner john. Darren also lived with his beloved cat fidget
who now lives with Jessica. Darren has another older sister too Sam .sadly our mum passed away on
20th November 1998 very suddenly too.Darren was one of a kind but in such a special way. He had many
health problems and had been born with them all. Darren went through 24 years of hospital treatment
and visits etc and many stays in hospital too and was a patient at great ormand street hospitial for
16+ years . then leicester general hospital .darren then went on to become a patient at kettering
general hospital renal unit where he made many good friends and adored all the nurses .We all felt
that Darren having the kidney transplant was a good move a chance to lead some form of normal life
and when the phone call arrived we gave darren the choice of taking the chance or not. Darren agreed
his first thoughts were no more dyialsis . Darren was admitted to hospital later that night and came
back from theatre at around 5am the following morning .i couldnt settle i was so worried so untill i
see darrens face back on the ward i wasnt going anywhere.sadly though it wasn, tmeantto be .After
his transplants thinks looked up darren was put on so much medication .his face became swollen anf
his tiny body become very big .that was the medication for u though .it did effect him he found it
hard to move around with all this extra weight he,d gained .i tried my best to do as much for him as
i could but even carers need a break thats what i have to live with now i will always feel that i
let him down in some way. (sorry darren).I will never forget the txt msg from my sister Jessica who
told me Darren had taking a fit and Darren being epileptic i thought he was in the best place
however moments seconds later i received another txt telling me Darren had stopped breathing those
words will haunt me forever .the doctors worked on Darren for about 20 minutes to 30 minutes each
time no joy .my little sister had to witness the loss of another family member .which i will never
forgive myself for as it should have been myself with Darren at the hospital that Sunday and not my
little sister ..but i was not feeling well so i asked jess to go instead of me .. Darren my little
poppit sadly missed every second of every minute of every hour of every day that goes by . my tears
sadly will never dry..... i miss u more than i can say... i,m so proud to have known you and have u
in my life for 24 years i,m proud to be ur sister. You,ve touched my heart forever. xxxxxxxxx
godbless ♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥ darren loved so many things in life although
his life was short .darren never had the chance to experience things like u and i do . darren was 24
yrs but a child in many other ways . he loved cartoons, he was a big fan of power rangers. he loved
to eat crisps and more crisps ,he was supposed to eat them and other food while on dyalisis.which
was 3 times a week .and he loved his fizzy pop (cola) .darren loved animals, farms, tractors
,trains, etc he loved his pets. darren was such a sweet boy .he had his moments just like us all
.bad moods etc but thats wot i miss now . i,d give anything to have them back even for five
minutes.but i have my memories and my dreams .
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I wish with all my heart I could see you once more,
I would use that moment and time to tell you how
Much love my heart holds for you and I shall never
Close that door.

Life each and every day with out you keeps going on
Even if some days I do not wish it I know I am being
Selfish and maybe even wrong, but to see you just once
More I so very much long.

I try to remember all the loving and happy times we
Were granted to enjoy and share, I try to understand
And not cry but to see you once more even only for a
moment to let you know just how very much I do care.

I know that day will eventually come when its my turn
To this world to say goodbye, But until then I shall hold
your love close to my heart, and sometimes I shall break
Down and cry, and I will still ask the question why did you
have to die?


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Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!


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Jessica's Story of The Sad Day - Written By Jessica herself: My sister Nicci had asked me to go to
see Darren in hospital with dad instead of her as she was not feeling very well so I said ok no
problem and was more than happy to go. So it was a early Sunday afternoon ish when me and dad set
off in the car to Leicester General Hospital. Only took probably half hour to an hour ish. Got to
the ward Darren was on, he was sitting in a chair at side of his bed in a white gown and a nurse was
there too holding his neck well putting pressure on to it as he had a tube fitted and he must have
caught it bless him as it was bleeding. Darren then started saying, Fire, It is on fire. It is
burning, the nurse turned and said - Darren there is no fire. Darren then said again, it is on fire,
it is burning. While he was saying that he was pointing at his tummy and the nurse and dad still
could not understand what Darren was trying to say bless him and I said to the nurse and dad: Look
he is saying his belly / tummy feels like it is on fire! The nurse then said It is probably the side
effects to his virus. So with them being the professionals like we said Ok then. But I did say is
there not something you can do, like check him etc and the nurse still said it is just side effects.
Darren then settled down and got comfy but then he did not keep wanting to stay sitting in the chair
or on the bed. Bless him he was swollen and had extra weight and fluid on him and could not hardly
move, walk or speak. But then he wanted to sit in his chair again so dad helped him. I was damping
his forehead with a wet cool facecloth and holding his cups of water he was sipping out of through a
straw. Then he started falling to sleep and so did dad so I was talking to the other patient who was
in a bed the other side of the room like to Darren as they had known each other a couple of weeks
and spoke to each other and I was speaking to the person to see how Darren had been like. Dad woke
back up and said to Darren We will be off soon as it ,s getting late. Darren said to dad, Go now,
and dad said, No I will help you into bed and get you settled for the night. So as dad helped Darren
out of the chair into bed, Darren just flopped and started fitting, dad shouted me to get the nurse
and so I did, a nurse came rushing in and pulled the emergency button as Darren stopped fitting and
breathing. Then all the doctors and nurses came rushing in , me and dad got told and took to a side
room but I kept looking and nipping round to see what was going off and they had a curtain closed
but could see Darren,s feet like hanging off the bed and all the machines what they used to try and
bring him back. I was also in the process of texting and ringing Nicci to tell her what was
happening and dad was ringing Sam and his mum and dad etc. Nicci screamed down the phone while
crying and said, No no. I was crying myself so was dad. The nurses and doctors must have tried to
bring Darren back for about 20/30mins but no luck. Soon as a nurse came in the room where me and dad
was I knew it was bad news. Our sister Sam got her partner Dave to bring her over to the hospital
asap and also Nicci and her partner John got a lift asap and got over as soon as they could and
Nicci hates herself for not being there but it is not her fault if she didn\'t feel well. While me
and dad was waiting for Nicci, John and Sam to turn up we went wondering around the hospital, I had
walked off and dad bumped into one of the doctors that was there to help try and bring Darren back.
She told my dad that Darren was bleeding in the stomach area. Now I\'ve told my family my thoughts
on this part, why couldn\'t have the nurse got a doctor to check Darren over when I asked and when
Darren was saying about his tummy being on fire. Maybe that feeling he had was to do with the
bleeding? Maybe he might have lasted just a little bit longer? But I know his body was covered in
something inside from head to toe like and it was just too much for Darren, bless him xXx But once
Nicci, John and Sam turned up we was aloud to go and see Darren after they had cleaned him up etc.
It was a bad day that no one liked... Darren,s death was so unexpected. I wish he was still here
xXxxXx I Love you Darren, my little bro. Lots of Love from your little sister, Jess xXxxXx

Many thanks for reading this memorial. Please could you also take a look at our mums and grand
fathers memorial sites:

http://sandra-joy-page.gonetoosoon.co.uk

http://george-william-page.gonetoosoon.co.uk

Thanks, xx♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥