Darren Page

Darren Lee Page
aged 24 years
lived in corby. My little brother gone but never forgotten. well it only feels like yesterday since u had to go away to join the angels in heaven and be with mum ..together at last .♥¸.•*(¸.•*´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥ Absence makes the heart grow fonder This is what some people often say My heart has been broken since the day you went away ♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥
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Darren u always said from a very young age u wouldnt grow to be an old man lol somehow u always knew .like u,d been to heaven before and met god him self .you so often talked about things and what it was like and what you could do and things that didnt happen in heaven. even though deep down maybe u knew .it still leaves a big void in my life and heart . i miss u every day that passes and the tears will never dry .well heres how i recall u and ur last few days love ya always darren ..god takes the good people for his angels but takes them too young .something i,ll never understand.....
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Darren sadly passed away in 30th January 2005 at Leicester general hospital only a few months after receiving a kidney transplant. Darren lived at home with our dad keith and younger sister Jessica and older sister Nicci (myself)and my partner john. Darren also lived with his beloved cat fidget who now lives with Jessica. Darren has another older sister too Sam .sadly our mum passed away on 20th November 1998 very suddenly too.Darren was one of a kind but in such a special way. He had many health problems and had been born with them all. Darren went through 24 years of hospital treatment and visits etc and many stays in hospital too and was a patient at great ormand street hospitial for 16+ years . then leicester general hospital .darren then went on to become a patient at kettering general hospital renal unit where he made many good friends and adored all the nurses .We all felt that Darren having the kidney transplant was a good move a chance to lead some form of normal life and when the phone call arrived we gave darren the choice of taking the chance or not. Darren agreed his first thoughts were no more dyialsis . Darren was admitted to hospital later that night and came back from theatre at around 5am the following morning .i couldnt settle i was so worried so untill i see darrens face back on the ward i wasnt going anywhere.sadly though it wasn, tmeantto be .After his transplants thinks looked up darren was put on so much medication .his face became swollen anf his tiny body become very big .that was the medication for u though .it did effect him he found it hard to move around with all this extra weight he,d gained .i tried my best to do as much for him as i could but even carers need a break thats what i have to live with now i will always feel that i let him down in some way. (sorry darren).I will never forget the txt msg from my sister Jessica who told me Darren had taking a fit and Darren being epileptic i thought he was in the best place however moments seconds later i received another txt telling me Darren had stopped breathing those words will haunt me forever .the doctors worked on Darren for about 20 minutes to 30 minutes each time no joy .my little sister had to witness the loss of another family member .which i will never forgive myself for as it should have been myself with Darren at the hospital that Sunday and not my little sister ..but i was not feeling well so i asked jess to go instead of me .. Darren my little poppit sadly missed every second of every minute of every hour of every day that goes by . my tears sadly will never dry..... i miss u more than i can say... i,m so proud to have known you and have u in my life for 24 years i,m proud to be ur sister. You,ve touched my heart forever. xxxxxxxxx godbless ♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥ darren loved so many things in life although his life was short .darren never had the chance to experience things like u and i do . darren was 24 yrs but a child in many other ways . he loved cartoons, he was a big fan of power rangers. he loved to eat crisps and more crisps ,he was supposed to eat them and other food while on dyalisis.which was 3 times a week .and he loved his fizzy pop (cola) .darren loved animals, farms, tractors ,trains, etc he loved his pets. darren was such a sweet boy .he had his moments just like us all .bad moods etc but thats wot i miss now . i,d give anything to have them back even for five minutes.but i have my memories and my dreams .
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I wish with all my heart I could see you once more,
I would use that moment and time to tell you how
Much love my heart holds for you and I shall never
Close that door.

Life each and every day with out you keeps going on
Even if some days I do not wish it I know I am being
Selfish and maybe even wrong, but to see you just once
More I so very much long.

I try to remember all the loving and happy times we
Were granted to enjoy and share, I try to understand
And not cry but to see you once more even only for a
moment to let you know just how very much I do care.

I know that day will eventually come when its my turn
To this world to say goodbye, But until then I shall hold
your love close to my heart, and sometimes I shall break
Down and cry, and I will still ask the question why did you
have to die?


------♥♥------Put This
----♥♥-♥♥--- -On Your
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---♥♥---♥♥-- -You Know
---♥♥---♥♥-- -Someone
----♥♥-♥♥--- -Who Died
-----♥♥♥------ Of or has
----♥♥-♥♥--- -cancer And
---♥♥---♥♥-- --You Love
--♥♥-----♥♥- --Very Much ♥¸.•*(¸.•* ´ ♥ `*•.¸)`*•.¸♥


Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!


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